"Stifled"

I feel all stifled up
Gasping for breath
words they seem to flow
inwards with nowhere to go
Bouncing here and there they finally lie
Did my inner self just win the match or was it a tie?
Fading images, Fading self
Dust settles down on life's shelf
Wonder what the uproars about?
Wonder what the big mystery?
Why the need to share this human bond
Why not just be....
All the worlds a stage and we mere actors
Then why pretend everything's real and we each others benefactors?
Must it all settle down to this
Must all be shared and known
Must life's little details care for such detailing concerns
Stay still DNA whats with you?!
Why in search for a partner to create another you?
One should suffice to turn the world mad
Ah but the one word is what you never had
Search on you lucky diamond
See how far these actors take you
soon you'll be stiffling up...yearning for something new..

Stay...Be Still...Let them pass you by
Nothing will last..
Not them, not you...not I..

"Pal"

'Yeh samay kyun cut tha nahi
ye umar bus cut thi rehti hain...
Yahan mann bus bawra hota rehta hain
par sochne se kambahkt rukta nahi...
Bus pal bhar ke liye
mil jaye kutch chaen ke pal
Bus pal bhar ke liye
Haseen ho lamhe
Par kya phayada hai janaab
Jab phir is pal ko guzarta dekh
Hum purane lamho ki talaash main niklenge...'