"Winter"

I cant help but look
as you move on away
that life would be hard
and treat me this way
Its winter again
my blossoms are grey
This winter I think
is going to stay...

Truth and lies
Joy and pain
Happiness and sorrow
Loss and gain
Emotions I feel
Emotions I felt
Cut open by a knife so svelte...

You're gone now
What difference does it make
Summer rain or winter snowflakes
Its winter again
my blossoms are grey
This winter I think
is going to stay...

'Can't stay away'

I cant keep away....I keep returning
Am going insane but I can't keep away
Am drowning in your love now
Am falling and getting up again
Am flying high and soaring in the sky
oh I can't keep away coz am so in love with you....

You are the sole satisfier
You're all that I need,my life's only meaning
Youre music to my soul,you're my symphony
I can't keep away am into deep
Your love will never be out of reach
I'll never be too far away coz am so in love with u...

How can I not feel,how can i stay away
How can I not express what i feel deep down
How can I not feel this love,this amazing grace
Oh I can't stay away....I can't stay away...

"Deewar aur main...."

Kuch baatein adhuri re jaati hain
Kuch raatein puri ho jaati hain
Deewaro ko dekh kar ruk na jaana tum
Dosti nibhani hain...nibhate rehna tum...

Bus kuch palo ka fark hai
Ise kehte hain waqt ka khel
Door khade tum aur hum haste hain
Aur samne...do ajnabiyo ka mel
Par...Deewaro ko dekh kar ruk na jaana tum
Dosti nibhani hain...nibhate rehna tum

Kehte hain sapno ko sapne rehne do
jab udan bhare,tho pankh kaat do
Pinjare ki khoobsurati ko hum na kabhi samjhe
Rakhte hain kuch log magar ghar main saja ke apne
Pinjare ki diwar dekh,ghabra na jaana tum
Dard ko surila saaz bana kar,ek nagma ga dehna tum....

"The Price..."

Am falling so deep I want a way out....
I hate this deafening wail that keeps following me around..
I can't breathe....I choke...
There again!! Did you hear that?? Again.....another piece broke!
Come out.....You're killing me inside..
Am a wreck....this is unbearable...
Didn't know I'd have to pay a price for being true
I will now...I have to..

'Impossibilities...'

You ask me to move on and leave everything behind
To forget whatever happened and turn new inside...,That's impossible!!!
Am not doubting you...but I laugh like Sarah did
Guess she too like me looked at you and then her own inabilities...
To laugh and not cry?To forget this world and just leave??
But then.... You are the God of Impossibilities

It's easy to hide a wound deep inside?? Should be..coz it's your own secret world
The keys to which only you have a hold .....
But you're asking me now to bring it all out,to lay it out in the open,
no questions,no answers,no doubts....
A wound left bare to be worked on??A wound left for all to see??
Well but then.....You are the God of Impossibilities...

They say the war has ended,the battle has been won
The victory parade has found a new way and is marching on
Why am I being choked then from the smoke that rises up behind?
Why do I feel numbness all over?Why do tears roll down my eyes?
But you're asking me not to change at the end of this war..
Not to remember?Not to feel? not to be Guilty?
But Then again...You are the God of Impossibilities....

I guess I've had enough now and so i'll stop my questioning
What's the point after all coz theres nothing left to win..
Here's what I have to give you after all i've said above
I'm done with struggling over...these feelings,emotions,and Love
But You ask me to Go on and fill in again all that is empty..
To fill them again when I am broken?To hide their ugliness behind their false beauty?
But Then I realize....You are the God of Impossibilities.....

'Silence'

The Silence before and after the Storm continues,
Somehow the Storm does too
Conversations of this silent movie are playing in my head
But soon The Silence will silence them too
Am being Strangulated with a chord of words,
Numb and cold I let the Silence shriek....
Soon you'll gaze into my eyes and question this Silence..
and then....I'll let the Silence speak....

'Love'

A Hug,A Kiss,A Laugh,A Smile
A Touch,A Flower,A Moment,A Child
A Memory,A Picture,A Gift,A Cuddle
A Conversation,A Journey,A Bright colour,A Couple
A Walk,A Letter,A Card,A Poem
A Feeling,An Expression,An Emotion,A Freedom

Love may be this and much more for you....
For me It's...

The Pain,The Tears,The Spit,The Thorns,
The Whips,The Mockery,The Nails,The Scorn
The Lot,The Vinegar,The Gall,The Shouts,
The Hill,The Sinner,The Earthquake,The Blackout
The Betrayal,The Fall,The Cross,The End of Law,
The Grace,The Mercy,The Forgiveness,The Freedom
An Acceptance,A Saviour,A Father,An Eternal Kingdom
Unconditional,Neverchanging,Complete and Free...
Now that's what I call LOVE....That JESUS would Die just for ME!!